Friday, May 17, 2013

Stream of Consciousness: Watching God in the Night Sky




I realized a while ago, over a year ago that I was out of balance.  I realized that I was attempting to create my own norms in a bizarro world...

a universe that bends upon itself without allowing my galaxy room to breath.  Fallacy.  Dark matter masquerading as a cohesive star system.  Gravity pulls but love invites with no string theory attached.  I couldn't expand.  So I exploded instead...Super Nova.  And my luminous dust will lay as a horizon.

I am.  Home is not where the heart is...my heart is my home.  And if you peered into my window you would see cloven fire in my soul.  Why?  Because a while ago, over a year ago the Elect Lady of Equilibrium told me that my home weighed heavier than her plume.  Contentions.  I separated...I sifted...I let what didn't serve my joy fall away...cascade below.    I still myself at the speed of light.  Ecstasy is upon me.  It travels from my chalice...up my spine...and smiles in the house of the ram.  Meri had a little lamb...sweetly followed her to church one day but it was against the rules.  I laughed and played anyway...hide and Seek.

I consummate with the Sun.  And we become The Apex.  Twinkle, Twinkle...little star...little star...little star.  Like a Diamond...   


"When they saw the star, they were overjoyed.  On coming to the house, they saw the child with his mother Mary, and [the Magi] bowed down and worshiped him."  

~The Book of Matthew 2: 10-11